NC Bar is over

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I am done. I feel as if I am done with the planned part of my life. For the last 3 years, I knew I had to take the bar exam. For the last 10 months, I've been planning Ellie's birth. Now that both are over, I feel as if my life is a wide-open. Of course, Joe will be home in October - that's one reference point. But for the last 2 months I've been so focussed on just getting to tonight. I'm not sure what to do with myself. Right now I'm mostly dreaming of taking Ellie for walks somewhere where it isn't so freakin' hot. And maybe some shopping. If I start to lose weight, now that I won't be simply sitting and reading all day, maybe I will buy myself some new clothes. I don't think the old ones will fit, at least not the tops.

So Friday we are heading to Minnesota for my dad's heart surgery on the 4th. I'm so relieved we are leaving Friday and not tomorrow. Of course, my mom is exhausted too, so there's no way we could leave tomorrow, even if we wanted to.

I just have to say this so I can stop thinking it:

I really I hope I passed the test. I worked very hard and studied very hard. There was a lot of stuff I know I got right. But there was this one evidence question that I know I got wrong. I'm resisting looking up the other answers because it won't change my score any and I have no idea what happens if you answer wrong. It's possible to get a bunch of points, even if you have the law wrong, if you discussed the right stuff. So, I just have to wait. I should know by the end of August. I think that's when I'll really celebrate. For the moment, I'm just relaxing.

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