NC Bar is over

[ste_noni]

I am done. I feel as if I am done with the planned part of my life. For the last 3 years, I knew I had to take the bar exam. For the last 10 months, I've been planning Ellie's birth. Now that both are over, I feel as if my life is a wide-open. Of course, Joe will be home in October - that's one reference point. But for the last 2 months I've been so focussed on just getting to tonight. I'm not sure what to do with myself. Right now I'm mostly dreaming of taking Ellie for walks somewhere where it isn't so freakin' hot. And maybe some shopping. If I start to lose weight, now that I won't be simply sitting and reading all day, maybe I will buy myself some new clothes. I don't think the old ones will fit, at least not the tops.

So Friday we are heading to Minnesota for my dad's heart surgery on the 4th. I'm so relieved we are leaving Friday and not tomorrow. Of course, my mom is exhausted too, so there's no way we could leave tomorrow, even if we wanted to.

I just have to say this so I can stop thinking it:

I really I hope I passed the test. I worked very hard and studied very hard. There was a lot of stuff I know I got right. But there was this one evidence question that I know I got wrong. I'm resisting looking up the other answers because it won't change my score any and I have no idea what happens if you answer wrong. It's possible to get a bunch of points, even if you have the law wrong, if you discussed the right stuff. So, I just have to wait. I should know by the end of August. I think that's when I'll really celebrate. For the moment, I'm just relaxing.

Comments

[spectralbovine.livejournal.com]

I think you kicked its aaaaaaaaaaaaass!!

[jenlp.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you can take a breath; it must feel good to have that weight of taking the exam off your shoulders. I know waiting for results is still, well, waiting, which is no fun, but relaxing now is good.

Safe and smooth travel to MN for you all. And all good thoughts for your father's surgery and smooth recovery.

[mfnlaw.livejournal.com]

Oh, I remember the feeling very well. It's like the weight of the world has been lifted off your shoulders, reaching the light at the end of the tunnel, and breathing a huge sigh of relief all wrapped up in one. The exam was over at 4, and at 4:01 we were in the bar of the hotel celebrating. Someone had to drive me home that night.

Remember, whether you pass or not, this is a huge accomplishment. Not everyone has the cojones to take the bar exam. You survived. Welcome to the club.

And let's not forget the other monumental event--Ellie's birth. No matter what, your daughter will love you with a unconditional purity that makes the law pale in comparison.

Have a safe trip to MN, and heart~ma to your father. Then celebrate. You deserve it.

[smonsterbite.livejournal.com]

Yay for getting it done. Boo on the wait for results. Hope the trip goes well.

Going from structure to lack thereof is very disconcerting. I hope you get to enjoy some lovely down time with Ellie.

[sarameg.livejournal.com]

I'll wholeheartedly congratulate you. I conveyed your story to a lawyer friend and she gaped. "How" she asked...

You did good. Now enjoy your daughter, your mother and your dad. And cool weather!

[mearagrrl.livejournal.com]

Congratulations! Even just getting through the damn thing is quite impressive, much less so soon after giving birth!!

[fufaraw]

You've pulled off a herculean feat, and you should be very proud, no matter what the outcome (but I'm vibing for a result as good as you deserve). Wishing you a safe, non-eventful drive, a good outcome for your dad, and time for you to relax and enjoy your daughter and your family.

[jenlp.livejournal.com]

And also - my goodness, that icon is beyond adorable.

[cindywrites.livejournal.com]

I am so proud of you! You have made the most zen-like posts about all of this. Just *taking* the Bar so very soon after giving birth is an incredible accomplishment, not to mention when your spouse is overseas, and you and your mom have your dad on your minds.

Relax and be proud of yourself for a job well done!

[casperflea.livejournal.com]

Congratulations, and enjoy MN - at the very least, it's GOT to be coller there than here! When you are home and free, let's get together!

[calligrafiti.livejournal.com]

Yay! Congratulations on getting through the Bar. I hope everything goes well with your dad's surgery.

[e-juliana.livejournal.com]

Damn, you are awesome. Go you!

And if you need a break at all while you're in MN, give me a holler. Other than work, I've got nothing on my plate.